you don't like your job, you didn't get the one you wanted, you don't like where you live, and your grades are poor.get over it and grow up. do better next time. don't you dare give up. stop thinking about all the silly little details and what you could've done differently. What happened, happened. face it. you can't stay in your room all day dreaming your life away. that's the tricky thing about the subconscious state: you have to wake up eventually. why not now?